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Don’t think for one moment that I spent the entire relationship upset and miserable. There were many brightshiny moments there – moments that were highlighted and underscored and ALLCAPSed against the dull patina of our disagreements. There was a dubious yet distinct childhood connection – he and my brother played in the same sports [...] Ed. note: My part is bolded Good Morning I am not the right woman for him. I refuse to discuss marriage. I am shoving my children down his throat. I am just using him for sex. I am under my mama’s thumb (and after her money). I let That House come between us. I wouldn’t have nothin’ if it weren’t for my Daddy dying. HE worked for it all. I’m [...] I call, he does’t answer. I text, he answers. My head explodes more. We do this dance for another month, with me trying to get him to talk to me, explain himself, make this right somehow. Valentine’s day rolls around, and he calls. Invites me to dinner and “to talk”. It’s too late, it really [...] I went to the house he’s been “renovating” for Mama. The demolition has been done, and the wall repair/primer is up. He told me the stucco crumbled when he pulled the wallpaper down, and therefore the entire kitchen must be redone. He says that putting panelling up would be less expensive than replacing the drywall. [...] I knew/know codeine is not a muscle relaxer. My eyes narrowed and my back “got up”. I carried the bottle to him and said “explain. NOW.” He shrugged and said “That’s codeine. What the doctor prescribed for when my back goes into spasm and it won’t stop.” He could tell I was upset, and I was [...] |
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